in for the kill.

xoxo<3

sen'10r year.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh :D
This year is going to be so good. I can already tell !
I have such bomb classes and my teachers are chill. I didn't have to go through the hassle of changing my schedule or any of that. I just know that this is going to be my turn around year. I should be getting a job soon, and I'll be doing even better after that. God I am just so stoked to have a good time this year. Woohoo, Straight up RUN shit :D

September 7th, 2009

Ok so I'm ready to talk about this. Three days ago was my grandmas' [rip] 58th birthday.
Just thinking about it make me really sad because I am so used to making her presents and jumping in her bed on the morning of her birthday, and for the 2nd year in my whole life I wasn't able to do that. I feel even more worse because my dad is in jail and I know he feels really sad as well because he loved grandma so much, he's one of the hardest men I know, but when it comes to his mom he's such a softy. I feel like now that my grandma has passed I have to look out for him. She always told me to look after him. It's funny because even though I am such a goof, in some aspects I'm more mature then my daddy. I feel like I haven't been there for him like I know my grandma would have wanted me to. I mean I live all the way in the valley, and I have been living here for 7 months now and I have spoken to him about 7 times. Wtf? I've got some shit to work out. Anyways, I just wanted take some time out for the only person that I know I will love in my heart forever. To the only person that has never hurt me, or done anything wrong. The woman that wanted me and loved me when no one else did, and never gave upon me. I love you with my whole heart. Forever and Always. I'll make you proud ShanyShaneShane<3 Teheh.

Rhonda Elisa Howard-Evans
9.7.55- 1.26.08

Summer 2009

I must say that these have been 2 of the most exciting months I have had in a long time. Honestly me moving to the Valley turned out to work for the better. I ended up with 2 amazing friends that I know will be in my life for a long time Tiahna and Alfred, and plenty more that I know are true friends. I don't even know where to start. Well Summer started off with a BANG! E.D.C day 2 was amazing! Had so much fun, so many of Me and Tiahnas' inside jokes are from that night. From Summer flings, they may have not lasted but they were fun. 4th of July at 2nd street brought back so many memories. I had a blast with all my friends. Sleepovers a Nicks house with Neko and Tiahna and Alfred and whoever else was there. Being Drunk for no reason. Crying over boys and trying to jump off cliffs. Trips to Stoney point, and over the Train Tunnel. Nights in Westlake with Tiahna and her chill ass homies. Random nights at Dimas with Dom. Oh my those are the funniest, soo many inside jokes from Dom man I sware. ''Ayyy waddup tho'' ''Nigga you cuT'' ''Awwe nigga yu shOwt'' Haha. But some of my favorites are with my brother Jeremy and Jerry and Tiahna. My most favorite people together blowed and laughing at everything, Thizz sessions. The best :) I got close to a lot of sweet people. Made friends with a lot of new people that I plan to keep in my life. I lived at Tiahnas house more than I lived at mine. Her house after raves, are always the most hilarious days of them all. Cracked out and shit. Days/nights with Alfred and Cliff. Missions to random places. Tiahna and Alfred fighting haha. Tiahna fucking with me when I'm fucked up. Kicking it with the homeboys, not given a fuck. Missing Curfew, Sneaking in, and No getting caught. Hanging out with Shamomo, God I love that kid, toooo funny<3 So many things I wish I could say, but I know i forgot due to circumstance ;) Overall I think I did a good job of making my last summer as a high school student a good and memorable one. I've learned plenty of life lessons and had a good time while learning them. Even though I had alot of bullshit to happen to me this summer, it only made me stronger and more aware of what goes around around me, so it all worked out. I know who I can trust, and what friends will be there for me. I'm just glad that I got a chance to have fun with all of my friends. It was a great summer, and a wonderful way to start Senior year :D

9.o5.o9

I was supposed to be at The Lost City Of Atlantis.

But to make up for it Tiahna and I ended up chillin' in the neck of my woods aka Redondo.

Went to Jeremys pad, where he and Jerry were already fucked up off like 10 bars, lil niggas. Freaking Me, T, Jerem, Jerry, Jesus, Joey, and Bay Rey were all just kicking it at his pad for an hour or so.

Then Tiahna and I shot over to dimas to hang out with nigga Dom and Dmirty.

Smoked some blunts, got some brew. The Tiahna and Dima picked up Jon. We were all kickin it.

Then We all dipped and T and I picked up Jerry, Jesus, Joey, and Bay Rey. We were all so drunk and They were all bar'd out, and I was thizzin. All I know was that night was funny as fuckkkkkk.

Jerry and I were actin' a foo. This nigga tried to hustle this one bitch at the party to let 7 heads in for 4 dollars lmfao. Fucking I was walking around with 3 forty's and a bottle of Smirnoff like a was the fucking liquor store and shit. Then the Po's came and we had to dip. We all walked to the car and fucking everyone kept telling Jerry and I to stfu cause they thought we were arguing all night, but I had to explain to them that all it was, was '' A loud confersation ''. Jerry kept blacking out and shit. Then we dropped the boys off at a Wienershnitzel on Torrance and Anza.

Overall a Goodnight.

9.o4.o9

Had fun, my step dad Vel shot me a couple of bills and he took me shopping.

Got some cute stuff :)

Then Later on that night, Tiahna packed me up and we headed over to Sebs'.

Played Beerpong, (which I SUCK HARD at) with Shamomo, Derek, Kyle, Seb, Wesley, Robbie, and Cory. Haha, overall a good night. Even though I was supposed to be home at 12, which was later extended to 1, which I somehow ended up home at 3:20a.m. Good thing my mom was dead alseep :)

Super stoked

Can't get it out my head that i'ma be starting my life with the 2 people I love the most :)
All I need is a J O B, I already know I can get that though.. So i'm not trippin.