?!Feelings

Are a pain in the ass.

Especially when you have so many and don't even know where in the hell they come from.

Sometimes I wonder why I feel the way I do. i mean everything seems like it should be going perfectly. I feel fine, and ''happy'' and then all of a sudden I get this huge wiff of sadness, and it just pounces on me. I don't even know where it comes from. It's scary.

I don't even know whether I am feeling too many emotions or not enough emotions.

I guess I just don't wanna feel this shit because it's weird.

I guess I'm just tired of waiting for things. Things that will never happen.

Waiting for people. People that will never come into my life.