Prom...

Is tomorrow. I'm excited!

Prom

Is soon.

Last Night

Was a mother fucking trip, and I tripped the fuck out and that shit was crazy.

I'm a fucking psycho tripper so shit like that can't happen, like I trip out when i meet other psycho trippers. Damn -___- Fucking whoa.

Anyway I don't want to go into details on that, but Saams kickback is today so i'm excited for that. So yaaaashh (:

Friends...

How many of us have them?

Friends... The ones you can depend on?

New Tat Idea

So today I was thinking about my tattoo situation and I was thinking of more ideas for myself and I came across the whole Wolf thing. Since I am a partial desendent of the Aniyunwiya (Cherokee) Indians this suits me. Wolves have been a symbol of evil as well as good, either a demonic, brutal killer or a reflection of the mysterious, untamed wilderness. I think that's why this is a good idea for me as well. Wolves have either been looked at as a evil in some sort or looked up upon. Folk tales see the wolf as a threat to society, evil, demonic in a way. While Native-Americans see the wolf as a path finder or teacher. To them the wolf has great value and is looked upon as a strong and intelligent animal. This tat would have so much meaning to me. Because i'm Native- American, and as far as my characteristics I consider myself a wolf. The way I perceive myself and the way others perceive me is the way of the wolf. It's crazy how certain things can have a meaning that can completely describe you. Ha, anyways I also had the idea of changing my original Yin Yang idea and morphing it into a wolf and add some personal details and tweaks to it. I haven't decided yet, but I know for sure I am getting the wolf on my right ribs.

''Wolf Pack In This Bitch!''

WOW

I just realized that i've been through a lot of fucked up shit in my life.

Wow, Like I totally forgot about a lot of shit that's happened to me.

I guess I am stronger than what I think.

Lately

I've been having a lot going through my head. Things just were not making any sense to me, I was getting irritated and discouraged at the worst times. I couldn't really pinpoint where exactly all these negative emotions were coming from, or how I could stop them but they seem to be under control now. I really want to get to the source of my.. I guess I could call it ''depression'' states. But how do I do that? I don't know. I've been on an emotional roller coaster these past few months and even when I seem emotionally stable i'll try to think of reasons why this could be happening to me and it'll cause me to get upset, not because i'm sad but because I can't realize WHY! Right now so much shit is going on and I can barely take it all in. Between school, work, having a social life, dealing with my future, I feel like I have so much on my plate right now and my eyes are bigger than my mouth. I feel like I can't even really focus on what's important right now. Often times I wonder if I am starting to go crazy. Well I mean i'm already crazy but I think what little piece of sanity left is starting to fade away. I'm a complete different person, and it's all happening so all of a sudden. Only thing is I like it. Right now my life has it's Pro's and Con's. And I think I just figured out why everything seems to be too much for me. Now-a-days I am starting to not care what people think of me and my actions, I'm being more open with people about my life, sexuality, and beliefs, I feel like I am a better person now, then I have ever been. But with all this great self-discovery and what not there always has to be a balance of negative that I guess I have to overcome that will make my self-discoveries more valuable. Wow, I'm so glad i decided to blog, this really is making me appreciate my stumbling blocks. Hopefully I can be strong enough about this and overcome these whifs of heartache.

Jadie Wadie MY Babie!

MMMMMM Tasty ! :-* :) :P

Monie wants a boyfriend?

Maybeeeee ? o__O

I love my friends!

I really truly love these kids, they make me happy (:

The Time Is Coming!

Bitches Rollin Blunts

'' Good God I Love Marijuana! ''

-mo

Day 8

Woke up. Chilled all day. FREAK$$$ COME OUT AT NIGHT! Get swoopeed by Jon. Head to Dimas. POP. Smoke. Round 1/Round 2. POP. Smoke. Round 3/ Knock out. POP. Taxi @ 4:30am. Fiend Mode mission accomplished. Y.A.K

Day 7

FUCK... Wake up, meet up w/ cesar and hassan. meet up wit taaaanyaaaaa. got scooped by bitar, picked up romy, a sac and some brew. HOTBOX.. ffayded as fuck, get ready. bitars outside fucked up haha. figure out the situation. pop a thizz. head to a party.. WEAK. went to allens. tarik, namy, noway, hassan, cesar, tanya, romy, me posted everyones all fucked up playing BP. slimetime. blunts on blunts. 4:45am come home. chopped it up w. jrey on the fb lmfao funniest shit ever! fiend mode. Y.A.K

Day 6

Grandmas house. $$$$$$$$$$$. Swap meat. Brother//Daddy! Home. REGROUP!

Day 5

Uhhhhh.... met up w/ Momo, uNCLE matt, derek, kyle, and nicooole @ Anderson, smoked a blunt. Chilled, then mobbed it w/ Kyle and Levi to get some food. Pizza man has 99cent pizzas again! Grubbed a lilbit dipped to Robbys. BUSTED A MISSION! Got to Robbys, smoked some dankyzzzz! Got some 40oz, pounded both. Smoked some blunts. Feelin BOMB as fuck! But then it happened... MONIE YAKED FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER! Sad to say yes i threw up! I was on a fat comedown from that shit and yaked up everything, but after i was staraight kyle helped me out so i was chillin. Bomb ass night tho shit was too funny.

South Bay Living

Ok so, Last night when I was walking home from heathers house I was just thinking about how much I love the South bay. Like when I left here and moved to the Valley my whole vibe was off. Like I didn't feel comfortable in that city nor did i feel a sense of trust. But out here it's completely different. I can't really explain it. It's just I guess the overall vibes from everyone in the south bay is just chilling. I mean there's alot of fucked up people out here, but when the vibes balance out you just get so happy when your out here, or at least i do. I couldn't think of any other place i'd rather have spent my child hood. I can't imagine my life without the growings and teachings that the South bay had to offer. I might do alot of crazy shit but for some reason i feel like that helps me to handle my shit in life. Even though I fuck up, I still handle my shit. I can't wait until i move back here. Whenever my night is over, and I'm walking home from where ever, or if i'm just mobbing it to a hoomies pad or to get food i get so happy when i walk these streets. I just feel at peace, like where i belong. I cant see how anyone could have Southbay, I fucking love the city i live in.

Day 4

Goodmorning. Meet up w/ baby in lawndale. Taco bell, meet up w/ conejo smoke a J. Mobbin it, meet up w/ Samantha n Brett. Mobbing it in Lawndale. Get some shit. Smoke some shit. mobb it to hawthorne post @ the manor. smoke some shit. chill. dip from hawthorne, mobbing it to Northside(: Hadda go pee, and lokey pee'd on myslef while tryna bust a squat right quick. Hadda mobb to my pad to change my pants. Mobbit to heathers, del paige, anderson, pick up a sac from momo. blazed it w/ heather N Kreps @ anderson, played on the jungle gym shits dope. Mobbs to the pad. Up all night :D

Day 3

Woke up. Subway, Mucho Mango Met up w/ Heather and Kreps and Aida. Got a pack of Tecate and some bud. Went to 8th street posted, rosted. Got blunted, busted a mish 2 2nd. Cross Fayded as fuck. went home. Subway, Mucho Mango too fucked up to be home so Shamomo, Derek, and uNCLE mATt come to scoop we. Corey's house. chillin got blunted. watched youtube videos, funny as fuck. Orbit lights. Came home, much Mango God i love being home

Day 2

napsNapsNAPS! Lagggggggggg! Food, sleep, comp. Phone calls, plans. Stoia scoops me. Shmoke. Club run. Shmoke. Talk and chill, fayded as fuck hhahahahaaa. Home/SLEEEEEEEEEEP. wake up, 1:30am... wtF? Sleep, Wakeup, 8:10am, wants another blunt :D